WHO AM I

A philisopher said ” You Only Live Once” that’s why you should treasure all the good happenings in your life. TREASURE?… What the heck! What word is that? I don’t think if i have any treasures in life but if i have i think the 1 that i treasure are these tragic,sucks and unfair life. That’s my thinking when i feel down and lonely i didn’t think that i always imagine that may life was like that and i feel bad and jealous in other people who had a good life than me and i feel like i’m a man in an island ’cause i feel like i’m the only one who’s working to myself to live in this sucks life….

But i have a lot of inspirations in life. ANIME is my first inspiration in life because they make me feel happy,sad,inlove,and the best of all is TREASURE what was your life in this world.. they want me to feel that even if they’re fiction only they make me feel special because their are in my side always and always reminding me to fight and to be brave in what problem that i would face in my life..

Maybe most of the people think that i’m so weird and nerd. I just accept what they’re thinking to me and i just need to ignored them and live my life peacefully and lively.

Then when kyoto animation had an accident my heart is so bleeding i can’t accept what happened i had a lot of questions in my mind. Why? So many why and so many tears i lost for that accident i wish i can go there and express what is my feeling for being their fan… So many people die and so many people suffer in their bad condition in the accident. That accident was spread. Everytime i read a post in my newsfeed my tears are flowing like falls in the river and my eyes is like my wound that had an blood. I couldn’t express what am i feeling when i’m crying in that situation. But i keep still fighting ’cause it is for the sake of myself…

We have our own favorite quote in life but in this quote that i’m going to share is the one who explain me what life is going to be and for the important person you live in..

“Even if I die, you keep living okay? Live to see the end of this world, and to see why it was born. Live to see why a weak girl like me ended up here… And the reason you and I met.”

-Sachi

We should have to be strong and brave for the sake of the others because if they live long you should live more than the others because we have different style of living that we should have to stuck in our mind that this is my life even if we have some bad memories in life it should be our treasure to be strong and to change what my life before and do some good memories in our life…

So HI, my name is CATHERINE SINGCOY your otaku friend and your suffering girl who lives in this world. This is the end of my story thank you for your time to read my life and have a good live to everyone💕.